summer

well summers been great this year.
im volunteering practically everyday.
uhm idk im just trying to make the best out of it this year.
especially before senior year starts.
well in summer im in the group with the youngest kids.
they do get very clingy, and of course annoying.
but then theyre so adorable and its very interesting how much fun they have.
well yeah im looking forward to all the other fieldtrips,
and mhm brother got home from Kuwait.
fathers day is coming up and idk,
its just been wonderful so far.

jam and gang - daisy

haha well this next one is who i would call my "daisy"

RAENALYN SUAN:
Hhaha man me and Raena go way back. So we've known each other since kindergarten. Haha sadly she moved and she came back in the sixth grade, and since she came back we got really close again. We've had stages where we'd separate for a while but we always go back to each other. Like I remember in intermediate i stopped cruising with her and the other guys and like after a while our friendship just brought us back together. Well that wasn't the first, it happened in highschool too. But right now were really close. and our friendship hasn't changed its always been the same.

I like talking 'past' with her, laughing at our elementary school pictures and what guys we had crushes on back in kinder and all that kind of stuff. Even though we got caught in seventh grade, it was hella funny. Remembering her cry because of the sharpie fight, tell me not, it was funnny too. All our books, which i don't know who has. I think ethan has them -___- grrr.

All those memories keep growing and I'm glad were still friends eversince then. But I know she is always be there to just make me smile because of her stupid faces and nasty moments. Lol. XD

+Minnie&Mickey&Daisy

jam and gang - mickey

So this second person is someone who I would call my 'Mickey' who else other than...

LORD RYAN LIZARDO:
Well me and Ryan met in the seventh grade. He was the typical nerd, and I remember always saying 'your the one that looks like Brenton' I always forgot his name. But then freshman year he decided to join council. So he joined and our friendship didn't start there yet. He was very soft spoken then, never really knew him, knew him. Until sophomore year. Me and Ryan decided to do broadcast and that was when our friendship started.

For some reason, as he says 'we're attached to the hip' which is true because through the things we do, we somehow needed each other. We new what one another was thinking and we knew what was the best answer or type of advice. But the bad part about our friendship was that it was like a roller coaster. Many things has torn us apart and for some reason there were things that brought us back together. It might not seem like were close but really we are. We like to call each other 'Frenemies' haha and yeaaah that is the perfect way to describe our friendship.

Only if Ryan would meet my criteria to my 'type' of guy, I think I would date him but he's not so thats a good thing. It would sorta be awkward. But see in a year me and Ryan might not even see each other and our attached to the hips might soon just detach. But honestly, Ryan has made one of the biggest impact to my life and who knows what I'd do without him, because we both know we both depend on one another in various situations. But i love ryan and that's that. Haha as people say "its always jamaica and ryan" haha. Sometimes.

+Minnie&Mickey

jam and gang - minnie

Well Ryan did this I don't know, VIP thing. Its this whole do a blog on someone thing. It sounded interesting. I never really thanked my closest friends as much as I should have. Especially those who have done a lot for me. Through all the busy times in school and what not it showed how much support I got from them. Well anyways Adriel went on vacation and got me this lanyard and like it was 'mickey and gang' and I thought how Mickey always had his close friends next to him. So yeah, first off my first person, who I would call my 'Minnie'

NICOLE ALANA FAGARAGAN:
Well first off me and Nikki met each other in the seventh grade. I remember always calling her 'ms. perfect' well she was, sorta, tell me not. She was one of the friendliest people I met in intermediate. I remember sitting next to her in the bus a couple of times and she would show me this picture of her and her bf back in like the third grade, I was jealous cause I never had a bf in the way there bf relationship was. So we continued to learn just a little about each other in the eight grade because of leadership, and still she was 'ms. perfect'

So our friendship really started freshman year. We weren't as close but I remember not wanting to work with her because I was afraid to say 'no' which was a bad idea. Nikki is this smart girl who changed me in ways once we got really close in Sophomore year. Its hard to remember when it really happened and how. She started coming over, started playing Xbox360, started going out, and started sleeping over. She practically lived at my house almost, she would just go downstairs to get her food out of the fridge. Its funny. We have these twin telepathy(thats what we call it) times when we just say things at the same time, and think alike most of the time.

But see theres more to it than just all this. Its hard to explain how our friendship is. We don't stay on the phone 24/7, we'd prefer face to face conversations remembering one another's reaction to our stories. Its just different, she was someone I knew I could count on and she wasn't a best friend to argue with, and that was the good part(I've met a lot who argue with there best friends) But see this blog is just a little of it, our friendship is more than just this one blog. But this blog is just to say that she is one of the best people in my life and I thank her very much for everything that she has done and I'm glad shes my best friend. Even though I know she won't read this unless I send her a Link, which I will. HAHAHA.

+MINNIE

haven't

i haven't taken any vitamin c, i fell like i'll get sick -___-
i haven't talked to you in a while.
i haven't taken in all the things that has happened or will happen.
i haven't star gazed this whole year.
i haven't twittered in a while.
i haven't gotten any lighter since pride4ewa.
i haven't done a lot of things
haha i haven't blogged in the longest. I don't know, i honestly have been busy. Everyday theres no break anymore, but its all goood :] well nothings up actually. Mhm, i miss you, a lot, and i can't get enough of you for some strange reason. Distance sucks "/ but oh wells. i like that song by brandy - long distance. Its supppper dupppper cute ^__^ Anyways, just finishing up some homework, the usual. School today was ok. Mayfest was last week and we're actually going to be seniors already. mhm still hasn't sunken in.
So today was also the last day of our confirmation 2 class. I think many of us are ready. We are all not perfect people, and thats the hard part of being a catholic, your judge on everything. But our class has grew closer and i can't wait till next year, all the things we are able to do with the other students. Its this saturday, how exciting. I haven't bought my dress yet, omg -__- well alrighty thens. I think im gonnah get out of here and do homework, or go to bed so goooodnight.

lame, i guess.

today was bleh,
uhm work was fine. haha
uhm went longs with dad after.
webcaming with char now.
uhm idk theres nothing much right now.
just how lame i feel.
and how much i miss you.
and what not.
but mhm whatever.
well idk, byeeeee.

you missed a spot.

raena said. haha catch phrase of the day,
well school passed by like nothing today.
uhm nothing really happened, was just typical.
uhm idk had work after bigs, haha it was fun.
edward came to visit afterwards.
we ate strawberry yogurt with almonds.
also played photohunt and got the highest score.
we had dinner at genkis.
haha saw raena and the fambam, met her dad, lol.
haha just hung out after that.
uhm got home and talked to dad.
well yeaaaaaah idk nothing really.
daily things are to hard to describe on blog.
but maybe one day ill vent on this,
like how others do :]

grawr?

grrr, today felt so upsetting.
i felt so tired today, though.
idk, its true, how things work.
mhm, so im home right now.
just thinking or things,
things that suck, bleeeeh >_<
uhm idk, today wasnt as great.
not as interesting either.
well my mommy washed today.
she washed the stuffed gang.
ahaha dante, with monkey,
froggy, uni, and keroppi.
yay :] so they all smell good.
but yeah i love my stuffed gang.
well yeaaap...
reminders of the day for myself:
-watch now and then before bed
-figure out 'love' project
-still watch i love money 2
-find my house key
-tell dad about tomorrow

bittersweet

bleh today was so good and bad.
school was the usual.
it passed by like nothing.
afterschool was fun, haha.
jamnikedus. haha.
we got some shaved ice.
then went to oasis.
played hideandseek and football.
tackled dustin, lmao XD haha
uhhh, went home afterwards.
confirmation, had exam.
haha was pretty interesting.
reminders for myself:
-get things straight with her.
-wednesday right afterschool.
-watch last 10min, i love money.
-have 'spondidate' bonding.
-help ryan be un-conceded.
gooooodnight.

bleh.

today was fun, fricken nikki.
hahaha watched 17 again.
it was actually pretty good.
uhm we walked to target.
haha pronounced 'tarjey'
according to nikki, its like french.
but yeah idk went to coffee bean.
mhm caught ride with april.
went to jokers game. it was good.
hes reallly really cute.
hahaha so silly.
i dont think id stand a chance.
lol XD only like eye candy kind.
uhm idk joker them won their game.
were home having pasta dinnner.
byyye.

thursday, yay.

every morning its usually hard to fricken wake up.
idk, i got up ten minutes before i usually do.
still got my usual 'goodmorning' text at 5/6am.
the weather sucked today, made very one so pissy.
1st was typical, she never did her mouth thing.
haha trina at council said shes starting to do it.
2nd, it was bleeeh and cold man i swear -___-
i felt really sad today, even though i dont show it.
i got a couple of hugs, im glad.
3rd, ate the huge lollipop ryan gave me from his trip.
i never stopped till like till four hours later.
theres actually still more. maaaan.
4th was typical tutorial days. nothing to ask.
it rained after, she seemed angry with us >___<
i feeeeelt really bad inside.
we left early and me and ryan ate some genki.
caught up on the usual things we talk about.
laughed my ass off getting into his grandpas truck. XD
i miss youuuu sooo bad, no progress to be honest.
we got some starbucks, yay for starbucks.
oh yeah the lady at genki forgot to charge me,
haha for the black plate. whooooo :] haha
im home. trying to practice my song, before class.
i talked to sister and i have something against her.
its kindah really funny.
ohh yeah he called me not too long ago.
i guess it was good to hear his voice. but yeah.
i usually leave notes on the table for dad to read.
every morning he does what its said on there.
i think mom is starting to like this whole note thing.
she left one on my bed today :] post its are handy ^__^
well alrighty. today was a good day, my favorite day.

be my muffin man

haha i swear that song is stuck in my head.
well at the time doing some last minute homework.
along with eating some tangerines. yummmy.
and listening to the muffin man song haha.
texting people saying 'sick of bull'
and the other saying 'never mind'
people seem really grouchy today, gosh -__-
class was pretty fun though.
1st presented my panama poster.
2nd under pressure, but i did good i bet
3rd was hella funny, lol her laugh.
4th library, laughed, learned.
i met my with my sponsor after schoool.
we went to genki, it was reallly gooood.
talked alot, opened up alot, whooooo >__<
its getting dark, i think im home alone?
tomorrows my favorite day, thursdays yay.
i never met that once a week goal yet, rawr.
thats very upsetting, gosh.
"those sweet small words containing 8 little letters
come on say it, "I love you", now that's better."
ahahaha my favorite part.
can't wait till 2010, im kindah excited.
beeen thinking about it a lot.
sister and i are talking a lot more.
its actually a really good thing.
dad said he'll pay for it if its UNLV. wth -__-
i still cant wait man.
i think thats when my adventure will really start.
i know its early, but still.
people can still be excited, yay.

that was fast.

This week is over, that was fast. I don't know probably too much homework, or they were just hella long and I was just hella lazy to do it sooner. Well I've reached my 'once a week goal' haha cause it came twice this week. lol. nah, that goal isn't that big, it just made certain things different or I don't know how to explain it. Anyhoo, everything seemed to be rightwrong, like its never right or wrong. It always had to be in between. Bleh, fricken ridiculous.
Well I checked out my horoscope today, its true, as usual. Well ok maybe it was just coincidence. But frick tomorrows Sunday, hopefully I get some study time in. Which most likely it would happen. But alrighty, its getting late.

yeah...

So haven't blogged in like forever. There's been a lot thats been going on. This past week I've stayed up till 2 trying to do homework. And today I have none, but I'm up. I crashed this whole day and it felt good but now I can't go to bed. darn. and blogspot is making me mad cause I can't figure out how to view this persons page or what not. stupid!

But Ryans gone, for like a whole week I think. I don't know hopefully he gets me something cool. LOL! Jk, but its weird not seeing him daily though. But yeah, alrighty.

Favorite day

Thursdays are like my favorite days. I don't know if I've mentioned it but only because its right in the middle of the week, like you could still call it the beginning of the week, but also the ending. Weird but okay. Well using the word 'weird' I thought the phrase said 'I before the E except after C' but the word 'weird' has the E first, get? Well that just caught my eye and its been bothering me.

So this past week I've been fighting with like so many people. First its mom - we kind of got into an argument yesterday about something stupid, and we've fought about it before its just she doesn't get it sometimes. Another one is peter - frick hes growing older and older the dumber and immature he gets. All he does is damn play video games, typical boy you say, hah yeah but having three older brothers who are totally different from him turned out the way he is? I wonder what environment he grew up in. His friends maybe? I swear he needs to get his priorities straight, among all of us siblings hes like unexplainable, different but in a stupid way? Not to be rude or anything but I really don't know, but I'm praying his stupidity would stop and get his priorities straight. Then theres another one, she - I don't it was weird we actually like never talked for quite a while but I know it happens but still you know, well ahhh its over, and I'm glad.

Well yeah now I'm trying to do braitsch's homework, bleeeeeh its complicating >:/

Friday,

Man the week passed by way to fast. Its already Friday, and spring break just started. Haven't done much. I don't know, but yeah Junior Prom is today. Very exciting hahahaha. So cousin is coming over soon, hopefully. So she can do hair and make up. Hopefully dad gets us there on time. But anyways I'm tired, and my cousin said she'll be putting fake eyelashes one my eyes. Haha, I've never done that so I can't wait :]

Well last night was blah, ugh I hated it, it was a first in a long time since that happened. I couldn't sleep at all, vented to Albert and never picked up the other line only because I couldn't handle it and it was very stupid. Mhm alrighty then.

relieved.

This past weekend was fun. I spent time most with my friends actually. Friday was Relay for Life, did a lot of catching up with a person who I do call a "best friend." Even though at times he knows how much he pisses me off, and no matter how much I irritate him, he tends to find it funny. At Relay, it was in fact very interesting. Honestly I've never had a conversation with God through notes in my phone. It was funny actually. Other than that I couldn't stop thinking about that certain thing, I really don''t know.

Yesterday, it was Dustin's surprise birthday. It was another day with my friends. Spent time playing football and just bothering one another. Even if it was a last minute thing at least it happened. And honestly I think we all don't have time to hang out like that. Well I don't know about them but I know I haven't had the time to just hang out.

Well its spring break, what a relief. Everything was just a lot, and this break is like a breather. Well there is still homework I need to start on, but these week is like hard week though, a lot to do. But I'm pretty sure it will be fine.

thats that.

Slowly I'm taking everything in. I was talking to a classmate yesterday and she said "I don't know it's just school." I swear she is so smart, she has the grades but not that its unimportant, as she says, she just doesn't know what to do yet.

Every little thing that has to deals with school is so nerve wrecking. Spring break is coming up, then what comes after that? Fourth term, man time is passing by so fast. I know it still seems early, but man time does pass by like nothing now a days. It's hard to accept that senior year is coming up. I don't want to grow up yet. I know everyone is talking about it, but I know I've been talking about it since the beginning of junior year already. This feeling sucks. Even if I know what I want to do, it feels like I'm still confused, wondering what college will accept me and what will give me a scholarship. I've worked so hard, honestly. Dad has been talking to me, almost everyday about what I'm going to do. The clock is ticking, you can never replace a second that's in a day, and thats that.

friday the thirteenth.

Another Friday the thirteenth, haha nothing bad happened to me today. Im glad ^__^ well happy birthday to Blake, haha even though today is supposedly a bad luck day haha.

Today was very interesting haha. First period was bleh, but the last twenty minutes of it was very interesting. I talked to one of my teachers and like wow he is way more 'chill' than he is, he does make a lot of points too. I don't he's probably one of the best teachers anyone could ever have, you just gottah deal with his personality. Well yeap the rest of the day was good too.

Mhm the piggy was kind of creepy today at lunch. Btw, congrats to all new council members. Especially fricken my frenemy haha. Mhm that's about it. I had to retake ms. bangerts test, man she changed the whole test -__- so junk. but yeap idk?

Im home now and Im waiting for the plans, cause Im really confused and I don't want my dad getting mad about driving us and what not. But yeah, eating strawberry mentos, yay :] and texting, haha. well yeapppppp.

yennnno,

nothing interesting ever happens anymore. Other than seeing random things while I walk to the school bus stop. Haha this morning my friends little cousina and auntie yells out the window 'jamaica' lol it was just something that you could smile about. Also I don't know, I would stare into the floor while I walk and exam the side walk. I seen this gum that was stuck on the the side walk that was shaped like a heart.

However, it was another day at school. Man I can't believe the internet was down. This was like the very first time ever that I've turned my essay in late, so disappointed -__- but I guess it was my fault. Haha pickle for today, haha so silly. Elections was today, so nerve wrecking, hawh we'll just see how it goes. Anyways lunch was fricken hilarious, this guy was running around with no shirt, and to be honest, it was not a pretty picture. But the dancing was funny while it lasted.

I get home from babysitting, haha I'm in the shower and nikki calls asking me if I want to come over for dinner. Lol I'm talking to her through speaker phone, I swear it was so silly. So I go over we have dinner and it was Alfredo pasta, yummy :] There was parmasean(sp) cheese and we made chips out of them, haha taste gooooood lol. Laughed a lot, nikkis mom was so funny I swear, 'dug dug dug dug dug' haha and idk it was a good night.