thats that.

Slowly I'm taking everything in. I was talking to a classmate yesterday and she said "I don't know it's just school." I swear she is so smart, she has the grades but not that its unimportant, as she says, she just doesn't know what to do yet.

Every little thing that has to deals with school is so nerve wrecking. Spring break is coming up, then what comes after that? Fourth term, man time is passing by so fast. I know it still seems early, but man time does pass by like nothing now a days. It's hard to accept that senior year is coming up. I don't want to grow up yet. I know everyone is talking about it, but I know I've been talking about it since the beginning of junior year already. This feeling sucks. Even if I know what I want to do, it feels like I'm still confused, wondering what college will accept me and what will give me a scholarship. I've worked so hard, honestly. Dad has been talking to me, almost everyday about what I'm going to do. The clock is ticking, you can never replace a second that's in a day, and thats that.