i guess?

I guess you can say I was being a bitch.
I guess you can say I ignored you.
I guess you can say I tortured you, not on purpose.
I guess you can say I was irritated.
I guess you can say I hated your complaints.
I guess you can say I didn't listen to your side.
I guess you can say I [you fill in the blank]

I am sorry you know, its just sometimes I need space. Don't act like I never asked you for it. I can see what why you tried to call every time, it's just you can't always have me in the palm of your hands, you know what I mean. Well I also am sorry that I yelled at you earlier, its just sometimes it seems like I need to yell at you to let me go to sleep, or to just get off the phone, like I don't understand it sometimes. But yeah I am sorry though and if were friends, you know normal friends, I'm OK with talking to you again. But I just have one condition, can you not control me anymore?

Btw, today kind of sucked. All day, I think all Nikki and Raena heard that came out of my mouth was 'I need to redeem myself' and its true. I have almost one and one/three of high school left. It seems so many seniors are talking about colleges, college was through my mind since the eight grade, but man. Anyways I got a bunch of homework to do. Its February already gosh. Soon enough its 2010, man time you need to slow down a little bit lol.