still filled,

with your lies and your damn games.

But at the same time, I know I need to just calm down with the assumptions and not jump into any conclusions. The usual, 'things happen for a reason' but still you know, sometimes we never find out what those reasons happen to be. I guess they just happen, just because? Idk.

I'll probably be staying up late again tonight. Either waiting for your call, or thinking, why? I don't know. Your so confusing, but you have a lot of explaining to do, and trying to get my trust back, again.

Anyway, so today was a good day. Spent time with Nikaaay, after the whole issue with my parents, its all gee now. But yeah anyways hung out at coffee bean, did ALOT of catching up too do. We watched Bride Wars with joker thems, haha we liked the movie, it was really goood and idk. Haha. It was funny too, its another favorite. Then got home, felt hella shame after I did this thing. -__- errrr. but anyways its good.

Catching up with Adriel at the time, on AIM, so yeappppp. k, byebye.